Friday, March 11, 2011

Stupidity!

Hey All! I'm in Iowa now! I had a good filght! It's nice out here too! I was told by Wolfy to call him when I landed in Iowa so I did! But he was still sleeping when I called so he didn't answer his phone.... then later I get a call from his (so called) best friend telling me that Wolfy said he doesn't want to be with me anymore, I said that I wanted to hear it form him so they called him in to tell me and he said we should take a break because of how long I'm gonna be gone and that he doesn't trust me up here with a ton of guys that I'll probably never have any kind of convorsation with at all cause the only guys I know here are all family, he thinks I'll cheat on him while I'm here so he'd rather be on a break than deal with me cheating on him! Then I said "Why Whould You Think That!?!?!" and then he said I was very controlling! And I'm Like "How? I let you Do Anything You Want!" So now I all I know is that he's with his jerk friend for the weekend and that DA friend of his probably put that in his mind! And I'm So Serious Abotu Letting Him Do Whatever He Wants Beacuse I Don't Want To Be That Controlling Fiance/Wife So I Let Him Go Hang Out With His Friends Even Though They Call Me A Mother F****** B**** And A H**! So I Don't Understand How I'm Controlling! I Would Like Him To Explaine What He Means By That! I Feel Like It's Just All Coming Down On Me At Once With The Death Of 2 Of My Dearest Friends And Being Gone For At Least 2 Months With My Sick Uncle! So It's Just IDK Stupid! He Promised He Wouldn't Leave Me, And That He'd Be With Me Til The Day We Die! :'(

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