Sunday, August 21, 2011

Figuring things out

You know, I was thinking for the past week, "I don't think that he cares anymore, he doesn't call me like he use to and he doesn't reply to me on Facebook anymore and I think I should just call him to find out what is going on in his mind...." so I did. I called Alex today and as it turns out he just thinks that he's not the right one and he has some stuff he doesn't agree with me on a few things.... and for one thing what he was not agreeing with is kinda stupid cause he started that one! But I told him, "That's fine, but now, cause you can't make up you freaking mind you missed the boat, and if you come back to me begging and pleading with me to take you back I'm not taking you back!" and he was telling me he made up his mind! I was like, "Ok, and what has your mind made up?" he was like, "I'm not the right one for you and I'm not gonna be in a relationship now, but I wanna stay friends but I don't think there should be any 'US'." I told him that if he comes back to me again wanting to get back together again that it's not happening, I would like to stay friends with him but only if he is gonna stick with it this time instead of coming back to me like before! So now the way things are between us are up to him, and I wish that it was just like going to the store saying, "Oh! I Forgot My Money!" in the check out, then leave go get it then come back and pay for it, but it's more like, "Crap! I Dropped My Dollar In The Water!" when you take it out it's all wet and can't be used until it dries, which does take a while.... and the waiting process is something that doesn't end quickly.... so we're gonna go through the drying process and as soon as that's done we'll be back to the way we were before all this confusion of relationships came into the picture! YAY! SIMPLENESS! XD So We're Good Now! ^_^