Figuring things out

You know, I was thinking for the past week, "I don't think that he cares anymore, he doesn't call me like he use to and he doesn't reply to me on Facebook anymore and I think I should just call him to find out what is going on in his mind...." so I did. I called Alex today and as it turns out he just thinks that he's not the right one and he has some stuff he doesn't agree with me on a few things.... and for one thing what he was not agreeing with is kinda stupid cause he started that one! But I told him, "That's fine, but now, cause you can't make up you freaking mind you missed the boat, and if you come back to me begging and pleading with me to take you back I'm not taking you back!" and he was telling me he made up his mind! I was like, "Ok, and what has your mind made up?" he was like, "I'm not the right one for you and I'm not gonna be in a relationship now, but I wanna stay friends but I don't think there should be any 'US'." I told him that if he comes back to me again wanting to get back together again that it's not happening, I would like to stay friends with him but only if he is gonna stick with it this time instead of coming back to me like before! So now the way things are between us are up to him, and I wish that it was just like going to the store saying, "Oh! I Forgot My Money!" in the check out, then leave go get it then come back and pay for it, but it's more like, "Crap! I Dropped My Dollar In The Water!" when you take it out it's all wet and can't be used until it dries, which does take a while.... and the waiting process is something that doesn't end quickly.... so we're gonna go through the drying process and as soon as that's done we'll be back to the way we were before all this confusion of relationships came into the picture! YAY! SIMPLENESS! XD So We're Good Now! ^_^

Reassurance For Those Who Need It

I just wanna let everyone know right now! If any of you think that I'm just saying this your wrong I've searched it up, k? I had made a post a month or 2 back about Alex, if you remember, lemme just say all the stuff I put on there was of my own imagination and I simply was so messed up emotionally that I automatically assumed that he cheated when in fact he didn't.... And I shouldn't have been assuming things right off the bat without first searching out the truth! So if any of you out there still feel like you must protest lemme tell ya right now.... I Got This! I Know What I'm Doing, Giving that he did break up with me I will let him try to prove himself, which is what I should have done the first time around, but I will do that this time ^_^ I Love Him Very Much, And I Want Him To Be Able To Prove Himself Before I Make A Judgement Upon Him, Cause We All Make Mistakes.... Even ME! lol And for the record, if what I have chosen to do is the wrong path God will reveal it to me. I don't mean to be rude at all when I say these things.... I just want you all to know that I have chosen my path, and if I turn around it'll be because God told me to do so :) LOVE YOU ALL!

Quick Review on Lady Gaga's "Telephone" ft. Beyonce

The song is good, I think that however the music video could have been better. for one she starts out in jail! I mean we all know she's not bad enough to go to jail, however she dresses in a way that could send her to fashion jail. Not to dis her or anything, I'm all for expressing yourself and a little attention drawing fashion however she takes it to a whole new level that probably can never be reached.... While in jail she dresses as if the only thing there to wear is caution tape and her bra and underwear! I know she's in jail and they don't give you clothes to choose from but they at least cover you in a whole outfit! She could at least once try to wear something that covers her body too, not just her "lady parts" only! The only thing in her music video that had to do with the song was the fact that they were holding phones every once in a while and Lady Gaga had her hair looking like it was a phone a couple of times. I don't have anything against Gaga, but I like quality music videos.... Of course my standards might be a little high cause I'm crazy over MJ's work, lol! Also why would you put in your music video that you put poison in a whole restaurants worth of dishes just to kill everyone there!? That only teaches people that they can do that kind of thing, which is wrong you can't, not only does the law say you can't but so does God! And the cigarette glasses, yea I would think that the heat would be too much for your eyes and that it would smell bad too! I know she's just being creative and stuff but even I know when too much is too much! Sorry Lady Gaga! I have nothing to say about Beyonce cause she's in the video cause she sings a few lines here and there and she good at what she does.... The only thing I would change on her is her bang length.... A little longer and she'd be good to go! ^_^

Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi Lyric & Translation

With English SUBTITLES! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! XD

vampire knight song op

Best Anime Theme Song EVER! XD

Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day To All The Awesome Mothers Out There! My Mom Is SOOOOOO Awesome! You Would Just Be Like, "WOAH! WHAT AN AWESOME MOMMY!" ^_^  I Love Her So Much! She's The Best Mom That Ever Lived! I Can't Imagine A Better Mom For Me Than Her! I Thank My Mom For All The Things That She's Done For From The Arguments To Keep Me Safe To The Happy Smiley Days When We Shop Together! Our Silly Moments and Our Sad Moments! They All Are Good Memories, Weather We're Crying Together or Smiling Together! I Hope That She Enjoys Her Mother's Day Very Much! I Love You Mama! You RULE! <3

Wolfy and I